In a constant search for this special Goddess, Dominatrix, Mistress, Someone…!

goddessHave you ever been searching and searching for your Goddess, Dominatrix, Mistress, this Someone who could really understand you, your fantasies & desires and help you understand yourself? The one who senses your feelings and knows what it is that you truly need, want and desire? The one who can take you further, deeper and fulfill that something that is burning in you so strongly ever since you remember?

You have been searching for a long time. Sometimes you encouraged yourself to go and visit a Dominatrix but it wasn’t really what you were looking for, it might have been good but not really fulfilling and left you a bit empty or maybe even very disappointed. After all who are you kidding, such a Goddess who knows you better than you know yourself and can take you above & beyond your dreams and desires doesn’t exist for real … she is only a fantasy … but you have been hoping, that maybe one day … maybe one day you will find this woman … this Being that you have been dreaming about and seeing in your dreams … and (if you are lucky, if you are very lucky) one day you did book a session, hoping for the best, after all the photos looked, as the English say ‘not too bad’… and the website looked  promising … like many of them in the cyber world! So you decided to give it a try.

The door opened … and you were greeted by her, you couldn’t see clearly as you were very nervous and not sure what you were doing there but your desire was stronger and you kept yourself cool to make a good impression. From the moment you walked in it felt somehow different, you felt it inside and you knew that you had found your Goddess. That session had a big impact on you and your life has been never the same since then…

Share with me your most amazing experience that you have had with the one Goddess Dominatrix, who made or maybe still makes an amazing impact on your life … Share just the experience, things that really matter to you during a session and you don’t have to write any names –  make it anonymous.

If you have not yet met your one and only Goddess, describe a session you would like to have that would give you the most fulfilling & life changing experiences.

I will be very interested what my worshippers dream about and also those who I don’t know because you simply live in the Antarctic and cannot visit London to see me lol 😉

Saying that, I don’t live in lululand and I am well aware that I am not a Goddess for everyone. I may be a dream for one but not for the other. As I am not a heavy-duty Goth-like, black domination, scary BDSM Domme, nor am I a sadist. To me it is all about femininity, the art of seduction and Mind Domination. Novelty and constant discovery of new lands of never-ending new experiences are very important elements of my domination. I have even created a new trend in the BDSM world that many Dommes contact me about, and that is Goddess Worship and lifestyle Domination where I take YOU into my world and we experience it equally, even though you are beneath me and I am on a pedestal, your Goddess to be worshipped, adored, admired, served and pampered!

I have successfully brought together many worshippers and Goddesses from different parts of the world and they are together, happy ever after 😉 … sessioning and otherwise, so you never know, I might be able to find one for you, if you cannot come to Europe. 😉

Now off you go… reply below  describing your most awesome session that had a big impact and focus on the most important elements and what you felt inside.

9 thoughts on “In a constant search for this special Goddess, Dominatrix, Mistress, Someone…!

  1. I have had a few dream sessions with my dream Goddess where she restrained me, bound and gagged me , punished me repeatedly, let me rest briefly then continued breaking down both my body and mind but especially the mind. I could only see pictures of her below me… it was truly liberating as my mind for the very first time became quiet inside.

    another dream session had me wired up all over , along with other equipment … discovering my inner masochist inside that helped me become free once again.
    The key to these sessions is the mind connection with my dream Goddess, the balance of the soft feminine side of her words and the harsh treatment of her actions….the strong eye contact, the surprise behind what might or might not happen next…
    one of my dreams involves taking this side of my fantasy further maybe a session that leaves you utterly exhausted.

    another dream involves watching or participating while my dream Goddess works with another submissive women , someone who follows all her wishes, pleases her and perhaps under instruction from Goddess submits to my control, likes to be dominated, serves my Goddess openly while i am restrained but watching and…

  2. I have had the pleasure of worshipping Goddess 3 times so far and I hope it won’t be long until I can do so again. It’s simply impossible to say that one part was the best however some things remain etched on my soul and will be forever.

    The first thing is from early in my very first session, I had wanted to visit Goddess for a long time and I couldn’t believe that I was there. Even though I had read that Goddess really enjoyed foot fetish I had thought that it was something I would not be very interested in. However the moment I was kneeling naked before Goddess and she pointed down at her feet and told me to lick them is a moment I will never forget, I instantly knew that I was under the spell of a goddess and I would do anything to try to please her. This moment often comes to my memory.

    I will also never be able to keep the vision of her beautiful red lips from my mind or her seductive voice, especially with the thought of the time she rewarded me by spitting water into my mouth and allowing me to swallow it, which was WOW such a pleasure.

    These are many things that come to my mind almost daily and I could just as easily think of the times she has gagged and punished me.

    I am yours forever Goddess!

  3. I am new to your words, Goddess, but once again you strike a huge chord. “lifestyle Domination where I take YOU into my world and we experience it equally, even though you are beneath me and I am on a pedestal.” That is so inspiring, so much more appealing than the “let’s talk about what you like and then I’ll do it for you” approach that so many seem to favour.

    My awesome bdsm moment was a look, a simple, momentary glance. Walking back from a restaurant, I can’t remember what we were talking about, probably plans for what was to happen next. I looked up at her briefly and found her eyes on me. It’s hard to describe the look because it changed the moment she realised I’d seen her. To start with, I felt she was like a cat eyeing its prey, knowing it couldn’t escape, knowing it was there to be toyed with. It quickly morphed into a slight bashfulness at having been found out, before hardening into a look that told me I had to acknowledge her. You’re beautiful Mistress, I said, and she paused and relaxed.

    At that moment she was indeed incredibly beautiful. It was perfect, because she made me feel – just for an instant – that I was something she really, really wanted. There was no emotion in her glance, but a different sort of desire. And it was incredibly motivating, because what could be better than feeling you’re wanted by the Goddess?

  4. Some time ago my life had become dull and boring. I had friends and family but somehow my zest for living was gone. I was idly surfing the internet when I came across a new Mistress website. This Mistress wrote a diary which fascinated me. Among other things, she told her worshippers how to behave and for this day she had written “Today you must do something you have never done before” – and so I did. I surprised myself greatly and went to see her.

    When she opened her door she was so much more striking than I expected that I was immediately overcome. She was astonishingly beautiful, stylish, sexy and, as I soon found out, extremely accomplished. Her voice was incredibly seductive, her eyes hypnotized me, the way she moved entranced me. She understood my secret needs and desires better than I did, so that even our first session together taught me things about myself that I did not know. Just being with her filled me with joy, renewed vigour and appetite for life.

    I knew at once that something important had happened to me and that I would be seeing her again as often as my circumstances permitted and she allowed. And so I have, and every time I have felt again the excitement of anticipation, the enormous pleasure and the renewed energy that I sensed when I first went to her. Somehow she is able to make every encounter fresh and new. If I am feeling low and things start to get me down, I just think of my Mistress. My next visit may be weeks or months away, but knowing that she is now part of my life and that I will see her soon makes me happy again.

  5. I have had several very rewarding sessions, or moments during sessions, which have been among the most intense experiences in my life. While outwardly different from each other, they have all had elements in common which seem to work especially well for me. First, I have always been in bondage of some kind – not necessarily strict bondage (although I love it to be strict), but always making it impossible for me to stop what is happening, so that I am completely at the mercy of my Mistress. For the same reason, I have usually been so thoroughly gagged that I cannot utter a word.

    Next, my Mistress is in a taunting and provocative mood in which she takes great pleasure in first stimulating and then frustrating my desire for her. This can be either in her play or her attitude or both – for instance, when she plays I find her mild CBT and NT wildly erotic, while severe CBT will quickly put paid to my excitement. As for her attitude, sometimes she will bring me to the edge of no return by what she does, then suddenly fix her most severe nipple clamps on me and leave me alone and suffering for long minutes while she takes a call or makes herself a coffee. Of course, the longer this contrasting behaviour goes on, the more intense are the sensations it provokes.

    Finally, and most importantly, during these amazing sessions I am aware that my Mistress has tuned in so closely to my responses to her that she can almost feel what I am feeling, knows what I am thinking, and takes great pleasure herself from knowing that I so ardently desire her. For myself, I never feel more intimately connected to my Mistress than when she is playing intensely with me and I reach that state where I can no longer distinguish pleasure from pain.

  6. Such a thoughtful post Goddess Alexia. It’d be so tough to pick that one single moment of connection and inner discovery. Being in the life style for years, I could probably list so many of those moments… From live in person experiences to those purely virtual. It’s the beauty of domination that the feeling may be really strong and lasting regardless of how it started.

    I still recall that feeling inside me when watching some of your domination clips years ago (at theplatinumcage). Yes, a long time ago but still fresh in my mind. When you would ask your slave to take off your golden shoes and have him first kiss inside it before getting a chance to get anywhere close to your divine feet. That moment when you teach a slave the right positions in front of you. That moment when you would walk around and have your worshipper follow your foot steps and worship. That moment when you train your toy how to be a puppy to fetch, lick and do what it’s told to. That moment when you’d spit cocktails into bartenders’ mouths to teach them a good lesson. That moment when you teach your slave how to dress up and walk like a true sissy. That moment when you allow your worshipper to wash your divine feet in tube and worship…

    You’re such a divine and true Goddess! So many moments which last in my mind forever! Looking forward to experience these moments in person soon!

    At your feet,
    Benedict

  7. It all starts with vague echoes in your mind, coming from the subconscious fragments of dreams and fantasies that make your intimate personality.
    Then, these echoes slowly take the form of an hesitating thought: “what if …? can this be possible… ? what if I try for real, what’s going to happen to me, would I enjoy it, would I suffer or be hurt, would I be ashamed of myself?” and myriads of other questions that arise from the clash of your diurnal personality with the real, inner you.
    And as the thought take shape, you see the Goddess as the brightest light in your mind and life, a projection in a single person of everything you seek and see scattered in small pieces in other women. She is the archetype of that superior being that can see through and in you, She can understand you and give you the ultimate freedom you crave for: the freedom of mind.
    As the day you will finally meet the Goddess approaches, a storm of emotions takes over until the climax in the moment you see Her for real, when you feel that your heart got up in your throat allowing you to barely articulate words, when the shape of reality in becoming vague, evanescent, dream-like and you feel you might faint.
    There She is!, clad in in black lace, nylons and breath-taking high heels, the purest incarnation of femininity, beauty, elegance and confidence.
    You feel you should kiss the ground She is walking on.
    She is sitting on a pedestal or a throne and you are amazed: you expected her to be cold as the Goddess of ice, but instead she is warm and gentle, her voice is soft and you can find understanding without words in Her eyes.
    The graceful movements of Her marble hands draw spells in the air and Her presence emanates an ethereal vibration you can feel in every inch of your body.
    You then get down on your knees and kiss Her hands and delicate wrists and adore each and every finger while your mind escapes reality’s cage.
    Then you enter heavens when She allows you to kiss Her divine feet and while She rests Her feet on your face, gently massaging it and looks straight into the bottom of your soul, then you are released and feel like a supernova has exploded in your mind.

  8. In a constant search for this special Goddess, Dominatrix, Mistress, Someone…?

    Good question. Here is a brief story about my very own personal experiences:
    Some years ago I was at home alone on a lazy Sunday when I saw the pop-up in Facebook that I was contacted by someone.
    I opened the message – and saw that I was contacted by a mysterious but extraordinary beautiful woman. She wrote that she will be in my town soon and that she would like to meet me. We chatted for an hour and found out that we have a lot of mutual interest and that we have many things in common. So I agreed to meet with her – and she only replied that she likes it hard, harsh and cruel…

    Some weeks later we had our first meeting which was just outstanding. From the very first moment I had the deep feeling that I have found my true soul-mate. And so it was – we totally harmonized. I adored and worshipped her for so many reasons like her cleverness, her intellect, her education and her perfect behaviour, her style, her long black hair, her perfect body, her voice, her silken skin, her amazing fragrance, her diabolic smile, her deep eyes, her innocence, her great sense of humour, her independence, her strictness and not at least for her passion…
    We met many times and played our games – every time with increasing passion and on a higher level of pain. She made me her obedient servant and my deepest pleasure and satisfaction was to suffer for her and to endure the pain she provided to me.
    She is the absolute star of roleplays and we performed wicked and wild games – full of passion and pain. She abused my nipples till the moment when a simple squeeze made my blood pour out of them. Never before I got such passionate whippings, spankings, canings and floggings like the ones she gave me. She loved to see my blood falling in drops to the floor – so no whipping ever stopped before I had really deep bloody traces. It was a pleasure and honour for me to endure the pain she provided to me – and to accept it as a wonderful gift from the Goddess to her slave.
    Brandings of her initials marked me as her slave.
    Full of heat and passion aroused by her severe and painful treatments I worshipped her with such intense passion that I didn’t ever think that I would be able to do so. She lit my flame! Giving her a passionate and intense massage was the biggest honour for me – licking and kissing her feet and armpits the biggest pleasure, smothering under her perfect bottom a wonderful privilege – especially when such moments were accompanied by intense electric impulses… With big pleasure she liked to increase the intensity of the merciless impulses ploughing through my body.
    With incomparable passion and intensity I usually found relief…
    Yes, we were the perfect match and I realized how positively she influenced my life. All sorrows, all grief, all troubles and problems were swept away in her presence and the moments with her filled my batteries, providing me now power and a smile on my lips.
    Our friendship reached a new level of trust and the more I knew about her – the more I adored her, the deeper I fell in love with her.
    Then, from one moment to the other she wrote me that everything is over – finish – done! That she never wants to see me again and that she never wants to get any message from me again.

    This was such a shock for me that I still have deep wounds and traces in my heart, my soul and my mind – much deeper than any whiplash or branding could ever have been.
    I completely lost interest in BDSM – and even in women. I have withdrawn from friends I had in the BDSM community – just because of that. My libido has gone – and I even don’t miss it. Of course I still feel attracted by a beautiful woman – but I definitely have no intension to have a new relationship anymore. I have also completely withdrawn from everything that reminds me on her – so I never visited the city she lives in.
    I am still very grateful for the unique wonderful experience I made with her, for all the moments of passion and positive feelings – and I still meet her often in my dreams at night. She was the best – and the worst that ever happened to me.
    Somehow I am still destroyed – but also released in some way. My “feu sacré” has been extinguished and somehow I lost quite a lot of my motivation for life. The bright Sun of my life has gone – my memories are just small torches – unable to lighten my life…

    Meeting YOUR perfect soul-mate Goddess will change your life – hopefully for good and not for bad.

  9. What you have just written my Goddess doesn’t even describe 10% of what you did to my life. I’ve had the honor to worship you just one time, but you have been my Goddess for more than 13 years now. You are a true divine Goddess who can change the whole world around her. Just by the look of your eye you changed my whole existence!!

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